Milestones

I saw this post a friend of mine made about a milestone in his life, and it made me think about gaming-related milestones in my life as well, so I figured here would be the perfect place for me to talk about them, especially considering I haven't written on here in a while.

According to my start.gg profile, I've been competing in video games since March 5th, 2017 - a very long, but genuinely very cool 7 years. Looking back on it, it's crazy to me that I've been doing it for so long.

I think a reason why I never "got good", as they say, is because I didn't want to feel like I was no-lifeing Smash, but I only got more serious about competing in 2019 or so anyway. Many of my fondest memories and most of the people I am close with come from video games, though, and I will always appreciate the cool people I've met throughout my time in the scene.

Life's had a lot of changes for me, from surviving a global pandemic to finally going back to college after realizing I hated my major, but I think a big constant for me is that I'm always gonna be playing video games. They've brought me to a lot of cool places, like intercollegiate tournaments, casinos, and generic convention centers, and competing has honestly been a very awesome experience that I wouldn't trade for the world.

I know this is a bit of a shorter post, but I think that's all I have to say for today. I hope you enjoyed, and thanks for taking the time to read as always!

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